Hey, Robert!
The important thing is that you keep coming back to try again. Just like people quitting smoking (and drinking), they same process really applies to picking UP a habit :D Just ask me, I’ve only had a lifetime membership for…three or four years, now, and I just recently got to Season 2!
And now I’m sick and my throat is swollen, so I have to stop because shadowing is hard :(
Anyway, I’ve found coming to the forums often and keeping in touch with everyone is helping to remind me to study. Maybe that might help?
Good luck, also! I’m pulling for you!
This place is a wasteland :(